one hundred and six degrees outside.

Jesus it's hot. i hate the heat. wrong place to live dipshit. gonna get this page going with lots of cool photos and stuff. seen another photog's page that had the coolest set up here on blogger. i think of myself as a photographer, and an artist. although my output is super low. i spend too much time watching t.v. , and napping. i am a lazy SOB for sure. got this great camera last week. first digital SLR i ever owned. very pricey for someone with no job. and the damn thing is too fancy. too many settings. i have ADD and it's hard to learn all that shit. but i will try. i want to take epic shots. was looking at the grand master of skate board photography's site- Grant Brittan. so good. the way he lights his shots is epic. so i wrote him an email. and he wrote me back this really cool note. i was stoked. this guy is one of my photo idols. i want to go shoot these really neat statues at the old cemetery. but it is so hot. and lighting is important. in summer you get little good light here. only other person i know that likes to shoot photos is a real lozer. need to make some new camera club friends i guess. anyway. stay cool homies, here is a shot i took practicing with my new beast.

Manson's on Facebook

i just read that today. Charles Manson is on Facebook. lotsa likes on his page i'm sure. jeeez. decided to
revive my page now that i have a real camera and will be shooting photos all the time. got a Canon T5I. the thing is so freaking complicated. my first slr was a Pentax T1000. so not complex. if you wanted to capture a skateboard shot you better be on point. now that i can take five frames a second i am not sure if i want to hang out with a bunch of smelly kids and hope they do something good to shoot. most kids nowadays are into the street league scene. so boring. tech tech tech. what happened to style? and speed? and going big. maybe my friend jimbo can hook me up with some rippers. Summer is here in Sacramento and heaven help us all. with global warming which my in laws swear is a scam, ieessh, we are in for it. i need a nice air conditioned office job stat. i have been out of work for too long. getting some job training and shit next month. cool. anyway. just wanted to fire up my page again . tried deviant art, great content if you look for it. cool ass artists on there. joined Pinterest only to realize i am not a 30 year old housewife with three vaginas.ugggh. that site is the worst, so boring. i pinned your pin! wheeee! fuck off pintrest. or however it's spelled. not on facebook anymore. had to pull the plug on that shit. peace.

the nuts are running the asylum

outpatient mental facilities are akin to catch and release jails. yes the prison industrial complex Immortal Technique raps about is a cog in the illuminati's new world order, but so what? so is fast food, t.v, and apple pie. the govement paying private industry (with kickbacks) more than i can earn working my ass off legitamally in a whole year PER prisoner. ooh. don't take away thier internet.!!! fucccck YOU,  and the tank you rolled into town on.  I think most Americans know deep down something is horribly wrong, but they know their minds will crack if they go down the rabbit hole. so they watch Wheel Of Fortune, eat thier Stouffers french bread pizza's (damn things burnt the shit out of my mouth!!) and pop pills and toss back drink after drink after drink.  i am guilty. ..of being white, of running to the flashing tv for comfort when i become uneasy with the daily interaction of reality. and why the fuck is every fucking one got thier face in thier stupid ass smart phones. god you should see yourself. what is that interesting??? that life and real humans should passs you by? and the next Douche i see talking on HIS phone while at the checkout in a store is going to learn some manners. From old Uncle Touchy. sorry. that is not funny. why are so many UNCLES fucking perverted freaks.?? my uncle was a drinker and a Republican, and had bank and was fairly nice to me. a greedy bastard. but that is Orange County for you. fucking Gwen. yeah, you are an "Orange County Girl" now, like i am one. i hung there at Big O skate park in the early 80's and learned to schralp, but i don't go claiming 714 like a loser. i am Sacto scum and not proud of it. if i hated bathing and shelter i would move us up to Humbolt with all the other dirts. with thier patchouli and pouches full o' dank.listening to Garden State " soundtrack. tight super tight.  like Natalie said- Change your life man, Change your life!"

asswipes in glass towers

"YOU should read my blog".. she said. looking at me with a fucking stupid ass retarded smirk on he face, WHY? why would i ever want to do that? oh... because it's WITTY, and Funnnnny! and stuff. note to EVERYONE on earth.. do not go up to some poor soul and weigh them down with your stupid verbal diarrhea of a blog. and tell them its so WITTY. mmmmK ? BTW i read your "great" blog. it was like a 1950's suburban homemaker with a lobotomy trying to sound hip and with it. you are a douche. you have no life. except sucking your husbands small dick and running your stupid mouth to anyone dumb enough to get caught in the vortex that is your sad little bubble of selfishness you occupy. oh, Curtis Popp designed the look for my new remodel on my house that was way too nice and perfect already. but i need to spend up all my poor shlub of a husbands money (gotta make those blow jobs worth it). before this house of cards collapsed i had said- you know, i write as well and have a damn blog.(as does half of the freaking planet it seems)  not that i want you to see it. Oh i KNOW she blurts out cutting me off. but MY blog is soooo good and my blog is sooo much smarter blah blah blah. no. no it"s NOT dip shit. there are people who can really write and i had mentioned, but you don't care about them. you write some really tired cliched dog crap and then get high , go back and read it and get a sprain from patting yourself on the back.cracking up at your own dumb wordplay. true, i am writing a blog of sorts. but i have no idiotic illusions of greatness. it is a bitter, rage fueled, idiot punching bag of a verbal hit and run. hemmingway is in no danger. so this remodel. Jesus. the house is realllly sharp. the few problems from additions and old renovations gone wrong aren't papramount to this genius. it is getting it back to how the architect "envisioned" it to stay true to mid century design. come here and let me kick your head in, great pumpkin looking Charlie Brown Mother Fucker.